Category Archives: Help

Going the Distance


So I’ve been seeing………………….. Let me rephrase that We were never even dating…….. I just put my heart on my sleeve again!
Like I just finished telling a friend! Theres she is doing it again! Same kind of guy and same situation! Gr I cant say i feel stupid cause I ALWAYS feel stupid!

God people really arent great with advice!! Why would you tell your friend whose really smart and has been through a SHIT ton of event in her life and sit there and say what everyone els says. LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES!!!
FOR FUCK SAKE you dont know if its a mistake still after its over or you’re into deep! I really wish things were as easy to be done as it is to sit here and write these worthless words! Thats all they are is worthless!!! Worthless thoughts, ideas, inspirations, hopes, feelings, worthless everything!
I know you’re sitting there reading this going WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH U EMO KID! Idk maybe ask me whats wrong! Then DONT TELL ME what u think i should do just hug me and let me cry and be there! Why do people think they need to comment on everything some times actions speak louder then words! and to tell yeah the truth most of my friends speak far to much that they dont know how to shut up!

Just set my Facebook to Complete “Only me” setting! I figure why let those people who are NO GOOD with words to keep posting on my page! Its useless!

I’m getting a second and third job so I can move out into my own apartment! To get away from people! Then I’m saving a shit ton of money and just leaving! Going somewhere warm and open and new! no one knows me! To just start over and to stop being a failure to people or at least to try to not be! ( I can only hope right :/ )

I feel lost! Truely lost!

Anyway back on the track of the first part of these worthless words! I was we’ll call it “seeing” I was seeing this guy named Jesse! I really like him! Ive been seeing him for a month or so! I asked him the other day if I was his type and he said no not at all! I seriously feel like emotional shit right now! So I’m hanging out with him tomorrow……….. I’m going to show him what it REALLY looks like to just be friends! Since he told me he doesnt want a “real” relationship and has no intentions on dating me! I’m sorry but friends dont sleep together sexually! GOD he has me so pissed off! He was so romantic and was opening up to me! SO MANY MIXED SIGNALS RIGHT NOW!!!
When i talk to anyone else they just tell me everything I already know! Except for my bestie Megan She helps alot!!! ❤

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH……………….. I dont know weather crying or screaming would help!!

I’m just blank…………………………….

Im going to go…….. Later,

Taylor


The Dirty Panda and Snuffs


I’m Extremely happy with how my deviant art page is doing!
here are some of my Stats:

mjspriness has 4,127 pageviews total and their 326 deviations were viewed 13,270 times. Mjspriness watches 265 people, while 72 people watch mjspriness.

Overall, their deviations received 998 comments and were added to deviants’ favourites 615 times, while mjspriness commented 1,450 times, making about 0.97 comments per day since joining deviantART. This means that mjspriness gave 15 comments for every 10 received.

The deviation with the most comments is Kakashi’s Gift with 54 comments, while the most favourited one is Kakashi Hatake, with 52 favourites. The most viewed deviation is Kakashi’s Gift with396 views.

I’ve been with Deviantart.com since April 20th <—- Ironic i know! 🙂
I’ve made quite a few friends on there as well!

Like my friend DjDirtyPanda ( http://djdirtypanda.deviantart.com/ ) He’s Made so much art of me!! I’m so glad i met him!! Here are some of the pieces he’s done of me!!

I love this artwork!! PLEASE GO CHECK HIM OUT!!

Also GUESS WHAT!! Were still all alive!! XD Shit that means i was not a christ child! *shrugs shoulders* oh well! I’d rather live life then worry what’s coming after! If i go to hell i am to go to hell from the beginning! At least i’m not shoving my beliefs down ppl’s throats! I just rant on here about random shit! No one reads this anyway so i might as well make this a online diary! Am i right?

So i’m going to Anime Expo in Cali on july 1, 2011! Can NOT wait! Going as Kushina from Naruto aka Naruto’s Mom! and my Boyfriend is going as Minato!! Were going to kick ass!! All handmade outfits!! Oh i have some new art! I will post them here! XD
this one if for Japan! We are with you still!! We pray for you always and am trying to help as much as possible! The japanese in the flag means we are with you japan! and i illustrated the Hokage Mountain as a symbol of peace and power! The leaf Symbol in the background is because i love the way the leaf is ran which is far better then America!!

This one was taken around 830 pm on the rapture! I have NEVER seen the Skype that color! Weird and funnier is the fact that it wasn’t stroming at all that day! it was actually really sunny out!

This one is my way of stating my option about americ ………………………

I just had a spider dancing to my techno music!! <_< perfectly moving its legs and butt with the music! I would have caught it on camera if it wasn’t right over my bed and the fact im naked right now! It would have turned out bad! XD

ANYWAY! like i was saying the picture has some of the lyrics to KMFDM’s Dogma song!! I love that song and agree with it completely!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mudzhMEUvdk This is my FAVORITE amv from Naruto and its how i found out about this song!!

Damn i really wrote ALOT tonight!! HAHA

WEll I’m going to go now

PEACE HUGS AND MUCH LOVE

Taylor Rae


With all my heart<3


I may be crazy and all but atleast my heart is pure and i’m here to love everyone in my life worth loving!
So go ahead call me names, make fun of me but just remember you will NEVER have someone care or protect you like i will or would!
I love you my Friends and Family.
It amazes me how much pain is caused by others making fun of others for being who they are. I was and still am a Freak! People make fun of me at work, when i’m out shopping, even at home! But one thing i know i have to stand by is the purity of my <3!
I will do what ever it stands to make this world see what is happening to it! Day by day love and caring for others dies!! I just CANT let that happen at all!! I am a empath! I can feel what each and everyone of you feels when i look into your eyes! I know when you hurt, are happy, sad, or just lost! But more and more ive been seeing empty eyes! It scares me! I never thought i could meet a soulless human but i have countless times in my life! It makes me SO ANGRY!! People think im going insane when i go on rants and such when really no one wants to listen to me so i MAKE them listen! I’ve been alone most of my life! Hell when i was a kid the most connection i had was with the Ninja turtles till i met Megan Prisk! and my world changed She’s been through just as much as i have. She sees the world just as i do. She may not be a empath but she can feel what i see due to our connection!!

Our mission in life is to change this world because it wont change on its own just as Gandhi said “Be the change that you want to see in the world.”  And thats what were set out to be!!

Those of you that dont want us to change this world then fear us because Nether of us will NEVER STOP to get to our goal!

Love you world <3,
Taylor


~~**~~**Japan quake and tsunami**~~**~~


My heart goes out to the victims of the 8.9 earthquake and tsunami that hit Japan. It’s the largest earthquake recorded in Japan. I dreamt about this happening jus the same morning. I am part Japanese and it felt like a part of me was there with them in this time of need.

**~~**~~PLEASE If you would like to help the victims of this natural disaster text ‘MFR’ to 85944 to make a $10 donation.~~**~~**

every little bit counts! Thank you and with love,
Taylor