Going the Distance


So I’ve been seeing………………….. Let me rephrase that We were never even dating…….. I just put my heart on my sleeve again!
Like I just finished telling a friend! Theres she is doing it again! Same kind of guy and same situation! Gr I cant say i feel stupid cause I ALWAYS feel stupid!

God people really arent great with advice!! Why would you tell your friend whose really smart and has been through a SHIT ton of event in her life and sit there and say what everyone els says. LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES!!!
FOR FUCK SAKE you dont know if its a mistake still after its over or you’re into deep! I really wish things were as easy to be done as it is to sit here and write these worthless words! Thats all they are is worthless!!! Worthless thoughts, ideas, inspirations, hopes, feelings, worthless everything!
I know you’re sitting there reading this going WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH U EMO KID! Idk maybe ask me whats wrong! Then DONT TELL ME what u think i should do just hug me and let me cry and be there! Why do people think they need to comment on everything some times actions speak louder then words! and to tell yeah the truth most of my friends speak far to much that they dont know how to shut up!

Just set my Facebook to Complete “Only me” setting! I figure why let those people who are NO GOOD with words to keep posting on my page! Its useless!

I’m getting a second and third job so I can move out into my own apartment! To get away from people! Then I’m saving a shit ton of money and just leaving! Going somewhere warm and open and new! no one knows me! To just start over and to stop being a failure to people or at least to try to not be! ( I can only hope right :/ )

I feel lost! Truely lost!

Anyway back on the track of the first part of these worthless words! I was we’ll call it “seeing” I was seeing this guy named Jesse! I really like him! Ive been seeing him for a month or so! I asked him the other day if I was his type and he said no not at all! I seriously feel like emotional shit right now! So I’m hanging out with him tomorrow……….. I’m going to show him what it REALLY looks like to just be friends! Since he told me he doesnt want a “real” relationship and has no intentions on dating me! I’m sorry but friends dont sleep together sexually! GOD he has me so pissed off! He was so romantic and was opening up to me! SO MANY MIXED SIGNALS RIGHT NOW!!!
When i talk to anyone else they just tell me everything I already know! Except for my bestie Megan She helps alot!!! ❤

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH……………….. I dont know weather crying or screaming would help!!

I’m just blank…………………………….

Im going to go…….. Later,

Taylor


http://mjspriness.deviantart.com/



mjspriness has 5,037 pageviews total and their 365 deviations were viewed 17,167 times. Mjspriness watches 283 people, while 91 people watch mjspriness.

Overall, their deviations received 1,186 comments and were added to deviants’ favourites 787 times, while mjspriness commented 1,804 times, making about 1.17 comments per day since joining deviantART. This means that mjspriness gave 15 comments for every 10 received.

The deviation with the most comments is Sharingon Tattoo with 62 comments, while the most favourited one is Kakashi Hatake, with 55 favourites. The most viewed deviation is Teasing Sensei with 425 views.

7 favourites were given for every 10 comments.

Every 4.2 days mjspriness uploads a new deviation, and it’s usually on a Monday, when 106 (29%) of deviations were submitted.

The busiest month was January 2010 when 52 (14%) deviations were submitted.

The majority of deviations are submitted to the photography gallery (220), while the favourite category was nature > domestic with 42 deviations.

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Linkin Park Transformers Contest


Thats right peeps I’m entering myself into LP’s Contest! right now im only about 2/8s done! I have 3 days to go! (that is my self limit) I am painting the star symbol right now! I started at 9:30 pm the other day right after being at work all day and had to force myself to stop and go to bed for work the net day at 4am! XD I do this all the time! I will no lie sit in on spot for a whole day if im drawing or something artistic if it wasnt for my body functions. I swear if i didnt have to pee i would be fine! XD I forget to eat all the time so that ive learned to ignore! No worries forced myself to eat to will i was painting!

So turns out Bf was a CrAzY man! and i dont mean Mad hatter crazy i mean like needs rehab crazy! GR freaking out all cause i was at two parties!! XD Men! this is way i dont date! To much effort its like baby sitting a little kid! I hate babysitting unless its my family or friends kids! I mean dont get me wrong i LOVE kids but when your 22 years old i would think its time to grow the HELL UP! GR I’m going to be 20 on the 17th of june and let me tell you im FAR from being completely grown up but i know when im to be a adult! Oh well! I guess ill just wait for the “one” when he comes stumbling into a book and runs into something cause hes nose is in a book! XD

But i have to go work again! ill probably lay here and watch a Naruto Shippuuden movie AGAIN!

Peace Hugs and MUCH LOVES ❤

Taylor


The Dirty Panda and Snuffs


I’m Extremely happy with how my deviant art page is doing!
here are some of my Stats:

mjspriness has 4,127 pageviews total and their 326 deviations were viewed 13,270 times. Mjspriness watches 265 people, while 72 people watch mjspriness.

Overall, their deviations received 998 comments and were added to deviants’ favourites 615 times, while mjspriness commented 1,450 times, making about 0.97 comments per day since joining deviantART. This means that mjspriness gave 15 comments for every 10 received.

The deviation with the most comments is Kakashi’s Gift with 54 comments, while the most favourited one is Kakashi Hatake, with 52 favourites. The most viewed deviation is Kakashi’s Gift with396 views.

I’ve been with Deviantart.com since April 20th <—- Ironic i know! 🙂
I’ve made quite a few friends on there as well!

Like my friend DjDirtyPanda ( http://djdirtypanda.deviantart.com/ ) He’s Made so much art of me!! I’m so glad i met him!! Here are some of the pieces he’s done of me!!

I love this artwork!! PLEASE GO CHECK HIM OUT!!

Also GUESS WHAT!! Were still all alive!! XD Shit that means i was not a christ child! *shrugs shoulders* oh well! I’d rather live life then worry what’s coming after! If i go to hell i am to go to hell from the beginning! At least i’m not shoving my beliefs down ppl’s throats! I just rant on here about random shit! No one reads this anyway so i might as well make this a online diary! Am i right?

So i’m going to Anime Expo in Cali on july 1, 2011! Can NOT wait! Going as Kushina from Naruto aka Naruto’s Mom! and my Boyfriend is going as Minato!! Were going to kick ass!! All handmade outfits!! Oh i have some new art! I will post them here! XD
this one if for Japan! We are with you still!! We pray for you always and am trying to help as much as possible! The japanese in the flag means we are with you japan! and i illustrated the Hokage Mountain as a symbol of peace and power! The leaf Symbol in the background is because i love the way the leaf is ran which is far better then America!!

This one was taken around 830 pm on the rapture! I have NEVER seen the Skype that color! Weird and funnier is the fact that it wasn’t stroming at all that day! it was actually really sunny out!

This one is my way of stating my option about americ ………………………

I just had a spider dancing to my techno music!! <_< perfectly moving its legs and butt with the music! I would have caught it on camera if it wasn’t right over my bed and the fact im naked right now! It would have turned out bad! XD

ANYWAY! like i was saying the picture has some of the lyrics to KMFDM’s Dogma song!! I love that song and agree with it completely!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mudzhMEUvdk This is my FAVORITE amv from Naruto and its how i found out about this song!!

Damn i really wrote ALOT tonight!! HAHA

WEll I’m going to go now

PEACE HUGS AND MUCH LOVE

Taylor Rae


Serena Williams and Trolls


I just watched a video on Youtube about Serena Williams getting a guy arrested for stalking her!! YOU GO GIRL!!! then about a week later she put up a SEXY AND AMAZING picture of herself for Strong and Beautiful!! and ppl are throwing a HUGE fit over this!!! Saying this is the reason she has stalkers and stuff!! WOW seriously TROLLS you are going to say shit like that!!! What so since shes a fucking sexy woman She needs to hide her body!! WTF what the problem is the ppl who are the stalkers!!! Not us Sexy woman!!! How about learn to controll yourself and there wont be a problem!!!

I personally know how this haterd feels! I get it all the time on my Deviantart page!! Mostly woman!! And one of the problems i saw are that they ether dont have the guts to put up pretty and sexy pictures of themselves or they hate how they look and are jealous!! DONT TAKE YOUR BODY IMAGE PROBLEMS OUT ON US!! Ive have a curvy body! A big butt 24 inch waist and large breast but i still am not ok with my body! I think i need to change this and that! But i dont let that get in the way of my art or life!!! 

I seriously hate trolls! I think they all need locked in a room together!! and left there for good!!!

Sorry for the rant i just HAD to get that off my chest!!!

PEACE HUGS AND MUCH LOVE

Taylor

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rPb2TJ8Wx0Q The young Turks show!!—like and sub to them!! The only way i watch the news!!

http://mjspriness.deviantart.com/ here is my website for my artwork if you’d like to see it


Fear & Loathing baby ;)


It is so nice to hang out with guys who don’t talk about my boobs all the time, to be able to flirt and not be afraid of them becoming obsessed with you!! Way more kick to cuddle and act like a real girl! Instead of being on my guard at all times.

Not a worry or care in the world. To be dumb just so i can say i did so when i’m older instead of regretting it. To smoke up your day laughing with friends, listening to punk music while driving around, then watching some old horror movie, MegaMind, and Fear and loathing in LasVegas!!! Such a kick ass way to spend a tornado warned thundering rainy ass day!

❤ God i will remember today for a VERY LONG TIME ❤

Got to cuddle with a cutie and drawn on too!

LIFE UPDATE!!!!!!!!
I got a tattoo on 4/19/2011 round 7pm At Ink Inc! It is Kakashi Hatake’s Sharingan! (from Naruto) and yes there is a difference between Itachi’s, Sasuke’s, and Tobi’s!! Look it up bitch! I’ll even put a link down…………
———————————> http://naruto.wikia.com/wiki/Sharingan <————————————
So before you go  and say i have no idea what I’m talking about read that link!! HAHA i’m a bitch who usually knows her shit!

Well now i think i’m going to draw, pass out, and fantasy
 about Kakashi (yes i’m a fangirl DEAL)

PEACE, HUGS, and MUCH LOVE,
Taylor Rae<3

also this drawing over to the right here i did all by hand! it says
in japanese thank you for viewing my page its for my deviantart website! i got 3000 views up a 1000 in a month!! SO happy

check it out
http://mjspriness.deviantart.com/


Boobies ( * )( * )


What’s not to love!
More recently i’ve been getting “picked” on and yelled at for allowing my cleavage to show and i’m talking about on my artwebsite and in real life! i mean i am nothing compared to the pictures on i have on deviantart.com in real life but i still show off what i got! I’m sorry call me a slut or whatever bit all my life i was picked on for being “Flat Chested” and now i have Cs close to Ds and im not hiding em! I LOVE MY BOOBS! They are my favorite part of my body besides my lips and butt!

Watch this Laci will let you know exactly how i feel

 ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=22gvc1ysAK4&feature=player_embedded )

Like She says when you have bug “shoulders” your all of a sudden TOO SEXY! there is a difference from Letting you thong show sexy and letting your cleavage show sexy! I’m sorry but thongs hanging out are NOT SEXY! unless your a striper! (FYI i dont like stripping! But Laci is helping me be more ok with that kinda stuff)
It makes me so mad when i have a low cut top and i get dirty looks or comments to not wear it! Its been HOT OUT! of really tiny girls can be almost naked then im sure as hell allowing my  boobs to breathe! I mean i am not going to be gross or immature about it! I’m sorry but i know how to design my outfits around them to make all of me look nice! If you dont like it then OH WELL! DONT LOOK!
I love my BOOBS ( * )( * ) hopefully one day my boy/girlfriend will love them too and most if not all my friends (girls and boys) love my boobs just as much as me! Why hide em right?!

Sorry im doing ranting! But come on they are just BOOBS ( * )( * )
Well i’m out! Just got home from a wonderful party! Met some new wonderful friends! ❤ Time for bed well in a hour or so! XD

HUGS LOVES KISSES AND ALL THAT
Taylor